Afraid

Afraid of the dark and the light
Afraid of the sound and the sight,
I am afraid of all things around,
I am tired, sad, and down.

It’s hard to blame God,
the atheist in me can’t just nod.
To carry the weight of the past,
My weak soul and shoulder won’t last.

Seeing her again, I believe,
will be more pain than I can feel.
It’s good to stay always away,
From her life, her story, and her prays.

Life Life Life, mind cries,
Every second a part of me dies.
Not much life has remained,
but this heartless body might just survive.

It’s time to say goodbye,
to the love and to the lies.
It’s time to say goodbye,
and end this low on a high.